Note: This post contains a frank discussion of a female-specific cycling issue.
Perhaps I am the last person in the world who should criticize anybody for having a surgery.
Still, I couldn't help but to cringe when I heard about women who had their toes shortened to better fit into sky-high stiletto heels. To me, it sounded like a version of foot-binding that has the imprimatur of the medical establishment.
I mean, it's one thing to go under the knife, or to be bound and stitched to look the way one wants to look. Countless people, including many transgender women I know, have had surgeries to lift cheekbones or chins, raise eyebrows or lower hairlines, or to change the shape of their noses or ears. Still others have had their breasts augmented and buttocks lifted and firmed or had that most common procedure of all: liposuction.
It's sad when people are cut, broken, bound and stitched to fit some Barbie-like "ideal" that no real woman meets. Most such people look perfectly good the way they are; the others are simply unique. But I won't knock anyone who has surgeries or other procedures if it makes them happier and better able to function in the way they wish. After all, some people would say--wrongly, I aver--that my gender reassignment surgery fits into that category. Certainly, I could have lived without it: after all, I did, for decades before I had it. I just don't know how much longer I could have lived, at least as I was.
What disturbs me, though, about toe-shortening is that it's done in order to fit a device, i.e., high-heeled shoes. (A device for what? I'll let you answer that!) How many of us would have our hands surgically altered to better fit our keyboards or our bodies reshaped to the contours of a chair?
Now, you are probably asking what this has to do with cycling. Well, I'll tell you: There are women who are having parts of their inner labias removed because they rubbed against their saddles. This sometimes causes chafing, bleeding and even infections, as it did for me when I first started cycling after my surgery.
Sometimes I still feel pain, as many other women do. But it has been less frequent for me, as I have found saddle positions that work for me, most of the time, on each of my bicycles. And I have been experimenting with ways I dress when I ride, especially when I wear skirts.
But I am not about to undergo what some are calling "saddle surgery". For one thing, my labia was constructed by a surgeon. She did a great job (and it cost me a bit of coin), so I don't want to undo it. Also, I simply can't see myself altering my body again to fit a machine, even if it is a bicycle. If anything, it should be the other way around: the machine should fit the human.
And my identity--the reason I had the surgery--is not a machine.
Also, the pain I experience these days is really not any worse than the pain and numbness I sometimes experienced after long rides before my surgery. Besides the equipment I have now is a lot less noticeable under form-fitting shorts than my old equipment was!
Perhaps I am the last person in the world who should criticize anybody for having a surgery.
Still, I couldn't help but to cringe when I heard about women who had their toes shortened to better fit into sky-high stiletto heels. To me, it sounded like a version of foot-binding that has the imprimatur of the medical establishment.
I mean, it's one thing to go under the knife, or to be bound and stitched to look the way one wants to look. Countless people, including many transgender women I know, have had surgeries to lift cheekbones or chins, raise eyebrows or lower hairlines, or to change the shape of their noses or ears. Still others have had their breasts augmented and buttocks lifted and firmed or had that most common procedure of all: liposuction.
It's sad when people are cut, broken, bound and stitched to fit some Barbie-like "ideal" that no real woman meets. Most such people look perfectly good the way they are; the others are simply unique. But I won't knock anyone who has surgeries or other procedures if it makes them happier and better able to function in the way they wish. After all, some people would say--wrongly, I aver--that my gender reassignment surgery fits into that category. Certainly, I could have lived without it: after all, I did, for decades before I had it. I just don't know how much longer I could have lived, at least as I was.
What disturbs me, though, about toe-shortening is that it's done in order to fit a device, i.e., high-heeled shoes. (A device for what? I'll let you answer that!) How many of us would have our hands surgically altered to better fit our keyboards or our bodies reshaped to the contours of a chair?
Now, you are probably asking what this has to do with cycling. Well, I'll tell you: There are women who are having parts of their inner labias removed because they rubbed against their saddles. This sometimes causes chafing, bleeding and even infections, as it did for me when I first started cycling after my surgery.
Sometimes I still feel pain, as many other women do. But it has been less frequent for me, as I have found saddle positions that work for me, most of the time, on each of my bicycles. And I have been experimenting with ways I dress when I ride, especially when I wear skirts.
But I am not about to undergo what some are calling "saddle surgery". For one thing, my labia was constructed by a surgeon. She did a great job (and it cost me a bit of coin), so I don't want to undo it. Also, I simply can't see myself altering my body again to fit a machine, even if it is a bicycle. If anything, it should be the other way around: the machine should fit the human.
And my identity--the reason I had the surgery--is not a machine.
Also, the pain I experience these days is really not any worse than the pain and numbness I sometimes experienced after long rides before my surgery. Besides the equipment I have now is a lot less noticeable under form-fitting shorts than my old equipment was!
